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I am your Music Box 

by Souldiergirl

Inspired by Eric and Chrissy, this is a vocal piece. Please click on the link below to hear this piece in my own words ❤️

  
https://audioboom.com/boos/3684252-i-am-your-music-

  
I am your music box…

I am your music box 

And my heart is your ballerina 

Spinning in the direction of your light

Twirling in the presence of your love 

With my arms above my head 

Reaching high for you 

Chin up 

To the sky 

I am your music box 

And you…are the reason why 

My heart is your ballerina 

Dancing to the sunshine of your orchestra 

Do not you know 

I was once in the dark?

But your love has opened 

my soul 

And moved the ballerina 

Inside my heart 

  

Play for Me 

by Souldiergirl

  
Play for me

A song that morph’s…

A symphony

Rapture my thoughts 

Into a featherweight melody

Let me sit alongside you

As we flow our poetry

Into the magic of 

Black and white keys 

My head on your shoulder

Soothe this fallen souldier 

Oh acoustic warrior!

Play for me

Tangling beats with 

The bodies harmony

Gushing in an emotion

So wildly

Only by you 

Who can truly feel

My unsung tune

…The hues that spin 

My unkempt moods

I long to hear them too!

Play for me

And I…

Will melt for you 

  

Sunday Love 

by Souldiergirl

  
 The bang on the drum 

Calls sisters and brothers to

Gather as one 

Vibrations under the feet of children 

Beckons an innocence of movement 

And for too long 

I believed I was not worth any of this 

To be loved 

Was a pipe dream of strangeness 

Yet somehow friends have peeked 

From distant mountains 

Taking my hand to say 

…Sweet sister,

Nothing

…Is impossible! 

  
*Top picture is my sweet son and this piece is based on performing at 2015 World Music Fest. I’ve been so embraced with love. Thank you 

We were Rockstars once 

by Souldiergirl

  

Sliding down the banister

Your arms waiting
Silly and sinister
The perfect match for your little sister 
One drag at a time  
We’ll figure the rest out together 
Fur coats and sunglasses 
Jovial hearts but we walk like badasses 
I won’t forsake what you started 
At times the grief hurts so bad
I can’t handle it 
I smell your teen spirit 
I scream our favorite songs 
I’m clawing through jungles of traps
Cuz all I hear is 
“Little sis I got your back”
And I know you do
This determination I feel
Imprinted by you
The memories are coming back
The crazy times 
A wild and fearless love 
Dammit that you’re gone
But we were rockstars once 

  
  


Eye Rock You

by Souldiergirl

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My eyes…

Deducing your slouch
Back corner
Cigarette dangling down
Lids drawn like blinds
Table scribbles with tired hands
I sense anxiety choking like a corset
You and I baby
Wear depression like a headdress 
My feathers are humming rhymes for two
Heart beat drums, right on cue 
Seductions soprano
Climbing faster 
Than the timid alto
Hello…
My lips press and smile
I’ll cover the cost of confidence 
For the both of us
I hear your heavy tunes of sadness
But…why can’t we escalate  
The Bach and switch to jazz?
Just one dance…
Hands on my hips
Top floor corner room
Smoking please
No need for introductions 
Sit back and I’ll play you for the evening 
My body will sway with your rhythm and blues 
Moaning and blowing 
Your trumpet til morning 
Your somber stance 
Already livening up
You got number one on the track  
So hit play and let go
My eye rock you melody
And this one, is for you baby 

Body lullaby 

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As I move my body

I crave your eyes 
Following me
Wet the beats
Playing between the
Music sheets
Notes scream and hush
As your hands caress
My hips that rock and sway
Oh the longing for you
To crack me open
So far away
You’ve barely seen
The music box humming within
Close your eyes
Feel my energy 
Riveting 
Dancing
My body’s lullaby 
Sings to you 
…Imagine 

Criminal

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Mugshots

Patterned against my white walls like

The gunshots

You patterned into my permeable soul

Behaving like such a hotshot

When I’m the one who harpooned you

With one shot

Lovers in lust couldn’t stop

Until you belittled me with

Lies and small talk

Clarity leaked out and

Pushed me on top

Packing all of our memories in a box

I used to think they were pictures

But now I see it plainly

A criminal and his mugshots

Beautiful Creature

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My beautiful creature

Oh the fortune of finding you

Do you know I follow you

I isolated myself in my own wilderness

When I came across the lure of your footprints

I wonder if you know you are guiding me through this

Heavy breathing and lusciousness

I track you in the solace of my fortress

I watch while you fill your cup

Flowing over

You’ve had enough

Strong yet soft

A unique soul

I feel a new connection

Guiding me home

And I found you in a Trance

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Spectrum
Electric red
Awaken my mind
And hold it
A cradle of musical comfort
It should always be this way
To live inside a symphony
Music is life anyway
And when i saw you there
You kidnapped my eyes
Through the flashes of light
You always did that
And tonight we find the beat
unchanged
I’m still painting my face
The scars your fingers may trace
I came here to escape
Grab be now
Rescue me from this tyranny
I’m begging you
It’ll be better this time
Or I’ll drown into the insanity
Take my hand
Find my lips
In the middle of this hallucinogenic crowd
Let’s try this again