Soul Love 

I was having a hard time a few weeks back- being cut off from some people I really love for no particular reason- I fell into a slump- an unloved sad little slump. Poking around my favorite sites I saw a post by the lovely Carolina at yesterdayafter. If you don’t already know or haven’t seen (please please look) Carolina makes her own incredible jewelry. That night she had posted a Rose Quartz- did you know Rose quartz is termed the “love stone”? It’s also called the bohemian Ruby- hello! How awesome is that?! 

We got to sharing about the healing properties it brings. Carolina is educated in all of this btw- she’s amazing. So she began to make me my own- she spent the week pouring soul love into this ring for me. It was not something cool I picked up at a random shop- this was made from straight soul love to connect us in friendship and healing.

And the day came when it arrived…

   
   
I sat on my bed with the giddiness of a child! I felt her love and now I have something to wear so I never forget.

I have been hurt so much in my life that I became afraid and even suspicios when someone was actually kind to me! I am breaking down those fears and here in this forum I have been so embraced. I have been loved and accepted. I still can’t believe it. We are worthy of this love. We are all worthy of our own love stone- to remind us when we forget. 
**thank you sweet Carolina for your time and encouragement and joy toward me- we share a soul love that, like this stone, will hold strong against the winds of fear and peril. 

Love, real love, is a fierce light to demolish doubts and doom. ~SG

Have a great day my fellow loves! 

   
 

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Reality Wednesday 

Hello beautiful people! I want to remind you all today, yes each one of you peeps and peepers, gods and goddesses, lovers and likers, every shape, size,sex, color..today I want to tell you…

  
Yes, you are- in every way! 

The battle that has given me the most wounds is the one I have fought with myself. I start to gain momentum in life and confidence then some little bugger comes along and squirts some poison on me-whether it be an insult of words or actions- I let the poison spread and I began to degress in my progress of loving, heck even liking myself. You know what though…

Time to squish those bugs! 

When people are mean to you it’s most often because they are mean to themselves and they are projecting their poison onto whomever is in their path at that paticular time. I am working to remember that I am awesome, and if someone wants to make me feel like crap- gotta squash that. Got to keep my head up high on this journey of self love! 


That is right! We are shinning stars! I have grown attached to all of you who have come to visit me here- so I can say with confidence that each of you is worthy of self love. You already have my love and admiration. You all are amazing! Smile, you are radiant and you are loved!!

Embrace your star and you will have no need for the dark.  ~Souldiergirl 

  
 

We were Rockstars once 

  

Sliding down the banister

Your arms waiting
Silly and sinister
The perfect match for your little sister 
One drag at a time  
We’ll figure the rest out together 
Fur coats and sunglasses 
Jovial hearts but we walk like badasses 
I won’t forsake what you started 
At times the grief hurts so bad
I can’t handle it 
I smell your teen spirit 
I scream our favorite songs 
I’m clawing through jungles of traps
Cuz all I hear is 
“Little sis I got your back”
And I know you do
This determination I feel
Imprinted by you
The memories are coming back
The crazy times 
A wild and fearless love 
Dammit that you’re gone
But we were rockstars once 

  
  


I got you babe 



Our love is like diamonds 
Blasting light through floors and ceilings 
I’ve got your back 
I’m under your shield 
Barefoot on the beach 
Scars revealed 
You said I make beautiful look ugly
Words capture and transform me
There’s a spot on my ankle
Reserved for your name 
Gods whistled and blew 
Powerfully thrusting oceans to move 
The miracle to find 
The you in me and the me in you 
Webster in all his genius
Can’t come close to defining us
Beyond existence 
Beyond reason 
My heart is yours no question 
We collided 
And the cosmos went, oh shit! 
Promises inked around my wrist 
Tattooed in permanence 
Nothing will ever erase this 
Know you are adored and safe 
Because I got you
I got you babe 

Red Palms 





The room fills

So dark and heavy
The screams lurk
Absorbed and steady
The second I turn away
You lunge and hit me 
Your hands on my bare back
Slapping so violently
Like everything you have buried
Erupts 
And I’m the bullseye for your mental 
Vomit 
I thought we were past this?
You know what,  I’m so damn sick 
Of looking over my shoulder 
It’s a guess of what to expect 
An apologetic hug or
The rage of your fists.