And in a snap
And in a snap
I smell the rose
Mind cage
Like snorting glue
I inhaled your every word
Sticky verbs
Clinging to the verge
Of the sweet nothings
Loaded with
Nothing
Your promises
Piecing together my hollow casket
Falling right through
To the abyss of your craziness
Taping gushing knuckles
Fighting my way out
Climbing mountains
From illusionary molehills
Never deserving of your prize
Until you needed me smiling at your side
Ring ring…
No
Not anymore
Spurred up with silver queens
I will feast on self made treats
My cage is now your pen
Barking in your stench and soil
Selling fools gold to the ignorant mind
Poor pretty things
Shackled in your circus strings
I’m moving higher
Freed from the mind cage
Leaving behind a life of chaos
and disaster
Mugshots
Patterned against my white walls like
The gunshots
You patterned into my permeable soul
Behaving like such a hotshot
When I’m the one who harpooned you
With one shot
Lovers in lust couldn’t stop
Until you belittled me with
Lies and small talk
Clarity leaked out and
Pushed me on top
Packing all of our memories in a box
I used to think they were pictures
But now I see it plainly
A criminal and his mugshots
Mixed words Mixed looks
Mixed scenarios
I’m in your hooks
Lost pieces Lost souls
Lost lovers
I’m in your pull
Fallen clothes Fallen stars
Fallen parts
I’m in your heart
Locked lips Locked hands
Locked plans
I’m in your command
Promises made Promises teased
Promises empty
I’m in your trapeze
Lies whispered Lies screaming
Lies naked and revealing
You denied You doubted
You put me in the rearview
I’m treasured I’m honored
By an unknown future
So fuck the lies
I’m starting over
Foundations built on lies
The sky is blue
You convinced me it was white
Now having eyes of my own
Like a baby being born
I am happy to be young again
Two were to become one
But you chose to blend with the rest of them
And scatter me to the sea
A burned lovers ashes
Sinking down to the fishes
But I rose to the surface
With hair of babies breath
And eyes of wonderment
I am happy to be young again
Cleansed from your darkness
Redefining what beautiful is
Tonight my pain is as deep as the ocean
My sorrow is painted in dark alleyways
My eyes are in dreary disbelief
For my soul is mine again
You have returned it
In many pieces
All over this room
That feels like a endless field
Where I see no end and I yearn for reason
Reasons that will never be mine
They belong to you
You made your choices
And now I make mine too
But first…
I will lay in this field
Gazing at the white world
Fumbling for my heart that got away
Being the darkness, painting my pain
Throughout the alleyways.
Betrayed
In the worst kind of way
It hurts It stings
It is raw and it bleeds
I would if I could
Cauterize
but the memories claw the wounds open again
like trees hitting the window
In a storm beyond my control
Lies spring eternal
The heartbreak you administered
Is lethal
Oh Doctor Doctor
Tell me what’s the cure…
For this deadly betrayal?
I became the centerfold
For his lies and scandal
Oh Doctor Doctor
Come a little closer
Transform me into more than one can handle
Take these feelings burning my soul
The side effects of betrayals disaster
Burn them into oblivion
And return them to their master
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