Her Name…Determination

***Thank you Megan 

I want to be a flapper

A symbol of celebration
Dancing in the face of discrimination
Whistle and toot my way into freedom
Among the feast of governing isolation
Change my name 
Change my destination
Opportunity runs in the opposite way of the oncoming 
invasion
set my sights and continue to 
raise them
My eyes embrace a culture devoid of opposition
A deflating rigid system
Baptized into the ocean of 
born again
Frolicking with you into the sun 
Where good times stick like honey
…to a happiness that never ends 
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Tonight

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Tonight

My vision is full

My quest is whole

My nightmares are sold

To the highest bidder

Now slumped in the corner

Bye bye Daddy

Hello summer

Cigarettes and short skirts

Revenge and social perks

Neglect and boys with quirks

Dust off my books

In my leather maiden suit

Read my palms

And tell me, is it true…

My nightmares began and ended

with you?

Stages

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Mixed words Mixed looks

Mixed scenarios

I’m in your hooks

Lost pieces Lost souls

Lost lovers

I’m in your pull

Fallen clothes Fallen stars

Fallen parts

I’m in your heart

Locked lips Locked hands

Locked plans

I’m in your command

Promises made Promises teased

Promises empty

I’m in your trapeze

Lies whispered Lies screaming

Lies naked and revealing

You denied You doubted

You put me in the rearview

I’m treasured I’m honored

By an unknown future

So fuck the lies

I’m starting over

And I found you in a Trance

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Spectrum
Electric red
Awaken my mind
And hold it
A cradle of musical comfort
It should always be this way
To live inside a symphony
Music is life anyway
And when i saw you there
You kidnapped my eyes
Through the flashes of light
You always did that
And tonight we find the beat
unchanged
I’m still painting my face
The scars your fingers may trace
I came here to escape
Grab be now
Rescue me from this tyranny
I’m begging you
It’ll be better this time
Or I’ll drown into the insanity
Take my hand
Find my lips
In the middle of this hallucinogenic crowd
Let’s try this again