I smell the rose
I smell the rose
Mixed words Mixed looks
Mixed scenarios
I’m in your hooks
Lost pieces Lost souls
Lost lovers
I’m in your pull
Fallen clothes Fallen stars
Fallen parts
I’m in your heart
Locked lips Locked hands
Locked plans
I’m in your command
Promises made Promises teased
Promises empty
I’m in your trapeze
Lies whispered Lies screaming
Lies naked and revealing
You denied You doubted
You put me in the rearview
I’m treasured I’m honored
By an unknown future
So fuck the lies
I’m starting over
Tonight my pain is as deep as the ocean
My sorrow is painted in dark alleyways
My eyes are in dreary disbelief
For my soul is mine again
You have returned it
In many pieces
All over this room
That feels like a endless field
Where I see no end and I yearn for reason
Reasons that will never be mine
They belong to you
You made your choices
And now I make mine too
But first…
I will lay in this field
Gazing at the white world
Fumbling for my heart that got away
Being the darkness, painting my pain
Throughout the alleyways.
Betrayed
In the worst kind of way
It hurts It stings
It is raw and it bleeds
I would if I could
Cauterize
but the memories claw the wounds open again
like trees hitting the window
In a storm beyond my control
Lies spring eternal
The heartbreak you administered
Is lethal
Oh Doctor Doctor
Tell me what’s the cure…
For this deadly betrayal?
I became the centerfold
For his lies and scandal
Oh Doctor Doctor
Come a little closer
Transform me into more than one can handle
Take these feelings burning my soul
The side effects of betrayals disaster
Burn them into oblivion
And return them to their master
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