Today my smile
Was held in place
By the frame of a mental corset
Begging to come undone
Working without thinking
For my mind was off twisting
In memories reoccurring
And oh when I finally came home!
Ripping the corset
Like a dog uncovering old bones
The remains of a smile
Broken in a twirling puddle
This is how mama misses
…her baby girl
Eight years ago this week I lost my sunshine. I miss her so much. ❤️
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Always thinking of you, sweet Souldier Girl. Life is bigger than we know. One day you might meet your little girl in the glory you cannot comprehend now. She is a part of your eternal family. Love and peace!
Inese
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Your work is so beautiful and raw–it comes from such a deep place that one only gets to through grief, I imagine. So sorry for the loss of your sunshine, hugs and prayers for you friend:))
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That means so much to me Meredith. You are such a stunning soul and Im so glad we crossed paths here :)) thank you.
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I’m so glad too friend, you bless me with your words:)
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Thank you lovely lady! You too :))
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The spirit alive in your words always touch deeply! Another gem!
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Aw thank you so much Wendell. The spirit of my little angel takes flight within :)) I love your visits!
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I’m so sorry for your loss.. I just stumbled upon your blog and I am grateful for that because your work is amazing and deeply emotional.
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Thank you so much for your words. I am so glad you stumbled here too, you are so sweet :)) 💗
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Hi, Souldiergirl! This blog post of yours is very moving to read. Tonight is the third time I read it, and every time I got tears in my eyes, especially when I see the photo of your missed little beautiful angelic sunshine girl.
In many ways animals and humans show the same sort of reactions when confronted with death. Have you seen this video of a motherdog digging a little grave in which to bury her stillborn pup. https://www.tubeid.net/watch/download-video/Ge0uvaycbst/heartbroken-mother-dog-digs-grave-then-buries-her-dead-pup.html ?
I think that dog and you are, in a way soulmates. Do you agree?
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Oh my goodness you are going to make me cry-thank you so much for your beautiful words and taking the time to send me this. Thank you. I will watch it right now, sounds like a yes to me. ❤️
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I’m very sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts.
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I appreciate that so much, thank you.
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You are most welcome.
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Raw and heartwrenching. Sigh. God bless her. And you as well.
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Thank you ❤️ I pray everyday that He is…
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Sorry. God bless him. I suffer from blurred vision from retina surgery. Please accept my apologies.
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Oh gosh! No no I meant He as in God- I pray He is blessing my daughter since I no longer can do that. You were right in what you said- no apologies at all!
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I panicked when I read your message. I feel better now. He as in God. Of course. I won’t pretend to understand what you feel. Unless a parent goes through that, you could never really know. I am very sorry for your loss. I admire your writing so much I think I know how you write with so much emotion. If its any consolation, in my heart I really believe that they day we depart this world, our loved ones will be waiting for us. In that case, your little girl will be greeting you in heaven. God bless. And sorry for the confusion.
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Thank you so much Andrew- I believe that too and I can’t wait to have in my arms again. 💗
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God bless both of you.
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Thank you Andrew. I appreciate that a lot 💙
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death is not the end. but disappearing is sad. you make me sad
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I hurt for you my dearest sister 💞. A kind of pain that I do not understand. So much love my dearest 💞
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Thank you for your sweet words and kindness ❤
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